Black Bird Therapy

Sut-. The sut is the one when the doctor has perform a fantastic surgery but there goes the night nurse wishing to shine the way the doctor shine, going in behind the doctor destroying the doctors work, oh I heard he coded and nurse Nancy had to come save the day, but that nurse tried to kill him then wanted to be the hero, that’s a sut. When a sut plays the hero, I might say thank you, but I will never mean it deeply, because it’s you that caused the problem, you are no hero and you received no credit, give me back what you stole and move sut, you tried to kill my patient and tested my patience, now look at that sut asking do I have anger issues.

Flack- When the sut hides the rock it throws and plays the victim, that’s the next level sut, we call them the flacks, we call them the flacks because a flack is a pest with no value.

BV- When the flack decided to understand it has no value it likes to steal from what has value and become the pest to the value, we call those bad vibes, bv. When bad vibes enter clean energy, we know you are there because there was a positive energy before you arrived.

Ebonics- that ghetto slang you like to call it, the root of the Ebonics is when one is dealing with extreme abuse, the spirit that sits in them is loud because it’s constantly draining out every toxic in its life. The Ebonics tell you in its speech that it’s being abused and it’s currently attempting to overthrow its abuser, so when it talks it talks on a much higher octave.

Peter Pan Gang- the click that respect no authority, the peter pan gang respects no authority because it witnessed what had the authority abuse its authority, so it’s ruthless even when it is around the most kind, the feral child. The feral child is not a waste but a child no different than Londyn and Levi that never was saved in their youth, so their hearts harden and the soldiers they became, knocking in the doors, the murders, the drugs, robbery, all being loyal to the gang, crying in silent for support. 

Bitch-  the one that causes the irritation in what is at peace and no war, understand it is bothering someone that wishes to be left alone, understand it has caused bodily harm and wishes to continue to pick, this is what we call a bitch. A bitch is the most dangerous spirit there is because it can cause something that is peaceful and power to flare because it doesn’t go away. It’s not innocent, it understand everything it has done and it’s voice has no opportunity of resolution but constantly blames the flared party of it’s behavior. When a bitch bothers one of power, it is spiritual law if one abuses one whatever the abuser hold spiritually the other party can take, but if that party is a bitch, a bitch has no power and have shown itself to be a irritation with no deeply rooted excuse for it’s behavior. 

The black bird heard the story and said God how can I join this tree of life and the marching band  when hate is all I receive, God when one thinks of death they think it’s me. God how can I be that same black bird that belongs on the tree of life, therapy is the key, said God.      

Rainbow’s Pain

Red

Aggression

Imagine a car that has ran hot, now that the car has ran hot, it doesn't matter if you sit on the side of the road and allow it to cool down, once it warms back up it's going to run hot again because mentally the car temperature has changed. When a child or adult is pissed off their spirit gauge changes. When a child is screamed at or an adult is screamed at their temperature rises from the pressure of the abuse, if the situation is never corrected the head gasket can blow mixing fluids. Aggression. Change your oil on time, follow all recommended repairs. Baby when you feel your body warming up, be weak and walk away. I don't care how big the situation is, I don't care what the consequences are for abandonment, walk away because aggression is deadly.

Sometimes you need to heal slowly, so many knives can be in your back that you can feel sore on the inside. Nothing is wrong, it’s like something just saw that you were so happy, that it just had to attack. They say, you look so mean, not knowing, I hide my emotions because if you saw how happy I was I know you hate me. 

Cycles

It's like trying to stop eating junk food, stop smoking, just stop whatever the habit it is, going back to dead end relationship. To end a cycle first ask yourself this one question why did you walk away? Is it a problem that can change by returning or will it be a cycle? Can you look yourself in the mirror and say this is the cycle I want to stay on or is it a pair of black pants that lose it's color with every wash... Don't lose your life repeating the same cycle. Try something new. 

I learned something on this journey, as I write to you, I am still walking, you say why is it rainbow therapy, you see when one falls into a great depression it’s because something was taken from you, it’s like watching your whole life being thrown in a sling shot and watching the below laugh at your lost, no help. You look at the task that you have to go through to get back to what you lost, there is mountains, rivers, deserts…. And they laugh at your pain. In the rainbow, sits every emotion the happy and the said, somebody said to me today while I had on a satin purple dress, purple my favorite color, he said because it’s happy and sad. It was like he knew my feelings. A great depression is when one is naturally happy but is so sad because of its pain, can I heal you? Before we go on, I don’t want to go back and proofread, I don’t want to make it sound perfect, I want to give you the lesson raw and unedited.

Depression

When you fall into depression it will eat at your soul. Depression is a doctor, and it will tell you all of your flaws, listen to what the doctor says but understand the doctor doesn't hate you, the doctor is telling you what is wrong with you. Don't avoid the doctor or ignore the doctor because the doctor is writing you a spiritual subscription at the same time.

It’s scary when you are successful, it’s like being a trapped genie because you are never allowed to edit to much when you sit in the public eye. They said only the poor go to heaven, that’s a myth. The rich comes first because they don’t understand they are the ones that are judged their whole life. The rich that are loud are the most loved because they bleed more than anybody. The rich that you hear from everyday, pictures, they hurt more than anybody and are so sensitive and there you come with your negative words, there to tear them down and you wonder why it’s a myth that heaven is for the poor.

Destruction 

You are running and everything that is in your way you are knocking over, you are running from poverty, pain or whatever it is. Destruction is a tornado, a hurricane, you became destruction because you saw something in your past you don't want to be nothing like, so you are willing to do whatever it takes to set yourself aside to be completely different from what you came from.

I’m against the music that is played, there are small children everywhere that are listening, they say I’m not making music for the kids but it’s you the kids want to grow up and be like. A mind of trauma is not wicked because it’s speaking from trauma, so it teaches the children trauma. It teaches how it had to survive to get where it did, selling drugs, being in the wrong places, those are the steps the children are taken to be like you. Don’t hate yourself but you have to sit the mic down and give it to the older crowds that have healed and when you have found your inner peace pick the mic back up and be loud and the child will understand what inner peace is to what had trauma the same way it did. Give it new steps. 

Personal Emotions

Displaying your personal emotions can both create and destroy your image. Never be weak enough to not express your personal emotions when a situation requires personal emotions. However never display personal emotions when you personally have nothing to do with the situation. Showing personal emotions states you are a alive, personal emotions are what create the image, personal emotions is what destroys the image, no two situations are alike. Use common sense. 

. I had to accept the man I loved more than any man I have ever loved left me. He took another woman and it took a long time to heal from that pain but today when I look at myself, I realized he didn’t deserve me. He said something under his breath about my weight, then he lost me. You never lose things you love, it always return.

Rainbow’s Pain

Orange

PTSD

Go back to the scene in your mind that caused the PTSD. Rather if it comes to you in a dream or requires for you to meditate. I'm going to teach you how to no longer be drugged from your abuser, take your time. Take your mind back to who have abused you or where the event took place and talk and take control over the situation. In moments when PTSD attacks, know that it's there because it trying to make you see something you missed, the triggers aren't there to destroy your mind but if you treat the trigger like a enemy, it will turn into an enemy. Tell ptsd you are aren't my enemy and when PSTD comes as a war give it war. Walk on the enemy territory when it isn't expecting you and blow everything up in your mind that you see that PTSD gave to you.

You know it use to bother me when I saw people copying me, I was offended! I realized but I want my children to be the best, so when you sneak in my closet and put on my shoes and stomp around the house, I know it’s because you are playing mommy. I sit back and I watch you play the best mother you know how to be, if you great then I’m great. I don’t want you to lose, I never even want you to know or go through my pain. So, I’m going to give you knowledge. 

Trapped

To prove to you that you are not trapped, tell your situation it doesn't own your mind. I want you to sit down and go to the memory that is holding you hostage, what is there that is so important that you can't seem to let it go? A trap mind constantly relives events and prevent you from moving forward. Moving forward isn't always the answer, sometimes what you think is a trap is you rejecting your calling. There is something in that (trap) sits your purpose.

Lost In Space

For the ones that decided to become spiritual now you have learned so much that you can't find your way back, I see. Don't worry I jumped on my magic school bus and I'm on my way to come collect every last one of you in the zone. Here are the magic words, you aren't crazy, you aren't any of their labels, you went out as far in the spiritual zone because when you started learning you kept running further out in the zone. You don't want to return back to earth because you feel you are going to lose access to the zone or your mind is going to crash from the knowledge. That's why I collected all of the data and you are safe to get on the magic school bus so mommy can take you home. When we get home we are going to sit in a room and I'm going to pull up the data that many of us learned then I'm going to give you a role for being the spiritual zone. It's like mommy is just coming to pick you up from school. Reading from me, it’s like going through all your mama recipes and one day you might have to pull a recipe out.

Betrayal

When a man or woman leaves you for another accept that they offered something you didn't. No matter how special you are, you still special but have respect for who left you because they are saying they love themselves as well. Nobody owes you their time, so if you no longer fit their mentality, they leave. If they return either they grew, or you grew.

Cutting Yourself

You are not destroyed you are just playing doctor. Something or somebody shot you and you are trying to cut out the invisible bullet, so you cut yourself. An invisible bullet is just as powerful as a visible bullet because the invisible bullet shot the spirit, if you are reading this message it means you didn't die, you alive and I'm your doctor. Here is your medicine to make sure they will never be able to shoot at you again and it penetrates. 

I made a song just for you, it’s called The Voodoo Bee, you ready to sing it with me.

“I’m the Voodoo bee it’s either life or death when you bothering with me. I’m the Voodoo Bee it’s either life or death when you touching with me. I’m the Voodoo Bee it’s either life or death when you messing with me. I’m the Voodoo Bee, What What! The Voodoo Bee, mmmmmmm, The Voodoo Bee, I’m from the church, so don’t bother me, it’s either life or death when you touching with me, my moma hugging me, it’s either life or death when you messing with me, I’m the Voodoo Bee! 

A wicked spirit is created to steal credit for your hard work but that’s the problem that the wicked spirit seem to keep forgetting, it has to steal, you never receive credit for what you steal, it will kill you in the future. 

Rainbow’s Pain

Yellow

Rejection

Believe it or not but rejection is your best friend, it's like being a wolf going to pigs and asking for help, that pig is going to slam the door in your face. That pig rejected you because you are greater than it is. Sometimes you can have a light so big and meet all the qualifications but because you are so perfect, a beta will reject you. An alpha will never reject what shines the brightest because it's building an empire, so it wants the biggest star there is. You were never rejected you was just applying for a position where a beta gave the interview. You understand baby? Sometimes you are being rejected because you are applying for a position where you don't qualify, it means you have big dreams.

Selfish  

It means you have been robbed; it means that you have been taken advantage of so much that you are hesitant to help anybody because you fear that if you assist someone they are taking something powerful away from you. You never lose power to a thief, it's always an illusion. A thief can steal with the naked eye and WILL lose everything it has in the spiritual eye. Never stop giving because a thief robbed you. There is no greater supporter than a thief, it's saying you are so great that whatever it took from you it knows you will get it again. A flower gets mad when you trim down it's bushes, so it grows back bigger than it was before because it felt you was trying to kill it, your biggest supporter is the thief because it pushes you to be greater.

Trash

You just feel abandoned, left behind. It's like falling into a dark hole and everywhere you look there is no peace only war. Nobody is kind because you aren't rich. The sick mindset the world has, they hate the corrupt but it's only the rich they respect. You aren't the trash; you were just thrown in a pile by a mistake. What threw you to the side will one day come back looking for what it threw away, be kind but not a fool. It comes back to what it throws away because it realizes you was special. If it never returns it wasn't supposed too, the magic in trash is it's recyclable. 

Did you know that sometimes people talk a lot because it’s trying to prove a point about something? 

Used

But are you used? Used to this person is brand new to this one. Never become dull because one leaves negative reviews on you, if the reviews are negative read what it say and if it's true fix your error and when you fix your error, go back to that same negative review and state how you fixed your error. What sand you down can accidently make you perfect. 

SuperHero

When a mother pig that is greater than the rest sits in the nest needs help, it's like the momma is running door to door asking for help, only for the door to be slammed shut. A mother pig is no different from the wolf, it's when you see everything that looks like you able to get assistance other than yourself. You have the same problems as the rest but because you are so great, you don't matter. Sometimes accept that you are just to great for the help because they see something in you so big that they fear that if they help you just a little bit you will shine over them all. Say Thank you and sometimes it's best to dig yourself out of the ditch because when you get back up, they will remember they are the ones that heard you crying for help. Nobody likes to save a superhero because it's you that's the hero.

Lonely

You are lonely because you are in your discovering season. How can you learn yourself if you have never been alone. You may not fit anybody boxes, finish discovering yourself and one day the feeling of loneliness will disappear because when you finish your race there will be so many cheering for you, you never alone they just quiet.

Rainbow’s Pain

Green

Displacement

There are spirits moving around in the spiritual zone, I see their work. They took my children and placed them both in different families with lies, they took my home and business and placed them in the hands of a thief. I sat back and looked at everything this spirit was doing and I saw a spirit that is trying to convince me, I'm not important, to make me feel displaced. You feel displaced because either that same spirit stole you or stole from you, so your surrounding don't feel like home. You feel like you are trying to make it back home or find home, it means you have a mind that is growing, keep working on yourself and building your life, one day you will find your place.

Fairies are what they are, shhh. I’m going to teach you how my children pray, now don’t start praying until you finish the book because you might say, you not my momma. 

Heavy

When you are here you are sitting at a crossroad and you are in the process of making life changing decisions. Check your heart first, are you making this decision from love or hate. Next check your mind, what's the benefits of the change and what are the damages from the change. 

Insecurity

Insecurity can place you in competition with other around you. Fearing you will be left behind. You go out and buy things you can't afford to run a race you was never meant to be in. Sometimes you have to accept you a part of the audience and clap for what is in front of you. When you accept your place insecurity dies because you are no longer in competition, instead you turn into support. There is nothing stronger than submitting to what is ahead of you if what is ahead of you is correct. 

Have you heard of the Ghetto Spirit? Her name is Medusa. You see when one speaks the ghetto language, it isn’t dumb it full of trauma and it has Medusa as it’s spirit that guards them, Medusa guards the spirit because knows what trauma can do to the mind. When one speaks the ghetto language it’s fighting everyday to exist. Mentally it has been exposed so much, that it speaks on a higher level of joy because it’s granted joy. It uses the colorful language I must call it because it's constantly on defense mode……

Hated

I can understand how it feels to be hated by the world and that there are no friends onsite. Whatever you plant grows, if you are kind, kindness will be what you will receive one day, if you are hate, hate is what you will receive one day. In the world where it seems like everybody hates you, I don't hate you. I accepted you for you individually wrapped.

BlackSheep

The black sheep is the anchor, the reason why nobody likes the black sheep is due to the fact you are the leader. The black sheep is abused and is not liked by anyone. Nobody likes when the teacher comes in the room and tell the class it's time to listen up.

Suicidal

I've been here before. In the moments of suicide the mind goes blank, you feel nothing anymore. There is no emotion just a blank mind. When your mind has went blank know that a spirit is not too far away that understand you more than you think. There is something so beautiful in being a part of an organization, whether its one you made or someone else made. You are less likely to commit suicide if you are a part of the church and is active within the church. The church has the ability to absorb pain.

Lack

If you notice you are lacking something you need, it means you are growing and as you grow you are going to need what you lack, it's normal.

Weak

What's weak about you? Take it as a compliment, it means they are watching you so hard that they notice your weakness. What's weak about you, fix it. It will lose every drop of value it has, when something has entered your life and it came to rob you and you have nothing that belongs to it and it steals. It will steal what you love because it’s a bully. A bully has no value, no matter how rich it becomes, no matter what it does in its life, it owes a debt. The respect it holds is false because when it’s time to be who they robbed they can’t perform the magic.

Homosexual Men

A man falls to homosexuality due to his childhood; a rough mother will cause a man to fall to homosexuality because her feminism overpowered his masculinity in his childhood, making him feel less than before he matured. A man turns to homosexuality when his masculinity has been attacked for so long that he is either having sex with men to take their power or have just decided to submit mentally, he is no man but a woman. King hold your head up; you are not viewed less than but a man that has a journey and it started with homosexuality. Your masculinity was never stolen it was just hidden deep inside of you.

Homosexual Woman

When the woman takes on the masculine role she has taken on that role because she tends to be the observer in the room, not loud so she doesn't feel she fits with the women but with the men. She is viewed as the Alpha over the women she is around, she uses her feminism of masculinity to take control over the women she is around, and they submit naturally and don't argue with this woman because they give her the respect of a man but of a higher power because she is rare. The men love the masculine woman the most because the man see the masculine woman as a challenge to see if he can change her, so he is her friend.

Broken Woman- this woman has been hurt by many around her so she fights back by feeling she is stronger than every man, so she wouldn’t dare allow a man to touch her in a sexual way because she became a baby T-Rex. 

Rainbow

The rainbow was stolen and it's spiritual meaning was accepted to stand for LGTB, when the rainbow was stolen when the rainbow releases its energy it's striking people like lighting but turning people (GAY), that is why the people of the church you all have known today are turning GAY. I love you very much, so I thought I would tell you why you are GAY today. Even though you don't believe or follow Voodoo, you have to watch who does because it's what you ignore or refuse to knowledge that will gain the access and the ability to destroy you behind close doors. You never give holy spiritual power to SIN because it will flip the meaning and curse the land. 

Murder

As I write to you Murder is on my mind right now. It's when it festers and who is bothering me still have the upper hand. We got two options either allow it to fester and turn our mind into a killing machine or we going to turn on some music, take a shower using our soap and know that your mother is hugging you. Smell the scent and know your mother said don't Murder what wishes to rob your joy. There is power in smelling murder soap, when the scent is activated, your mood will change. If you are in the right what is sitting over you never have the upper hand it's just an illusion. 

Nobody

There are two trees, a hollow tree and a solid tree. Which tree are you honey? A hollow tree you can throw rocks, dirt, paper all sorts of things in a hollow tree so on the inside every label someone has thrown on your name hurts, makes you feel like a nobody. A solid tree they can throw whatever they please and you are still able to walk in their presence with your head held high because they told the nobody they was somebody when they labelled you. Hold your head down so mommy can put a shield over you to cover that hollow hole. I love you.

Pathetic 

It's when you feel you was supposed to be a hero to a situation but either you didn't catch on or you were brave enough at the time. Never blame yourself for not making it on time, let it go. Sometimes what is attacking shields what it is hurting so you weren't able to see what was happening. In the rain, never get mad because you didn't see the car in the ditch, the rain was the shield blocking your vision.

Pride

You will lose everything no matter even if it looks like you won. Pride never wins, you have to hurt in order to success, it mean you never succeeded, it means you are a beta trying to be an Alpha, no real Alpha leads with pride. Pride and structure are two different things. Sometimes an Alpha will look like it has pride but the truth of the matter it just decided to not lower it's standards. When you are dealing with a situation that can take a mental affect over you, it's going to look like you have pride because what's in the situation isn't going to like the way you react, so it will assume you are suffering from pride, but you are being the bigger person. Always judge each situation carefully before reacting.

Rainbow’s Pain

Violet

Hearing Voices

If you can hear and see what others can't it's normal, it's a gift you was born with however just because you have the gift doesn't mean you have permission to use the gift. Only Walking Gods are allowed to use spiritual gifts, others can end up in spiritual prison for practicing Voodoo. Ignore what you hear and see and eventually it will go to who it's suppose to go too. Hearing Voices in quantity means you have a cracked head spiritually. When one hears many voices, it means you are surrounded by demons, don't fear the demons they are actually there for emotional support. When one listens to a spirit for so long and is guided by that spirit, the spirit can possess the body because it's who the body submitted too. When one has a cracked head it's suffering from a negative emotion and it's mind is running on a negative thought. You aren't crazy, you just a crackhead. To turn off hearing ignore what you hear even when it's correct, what you don't feed dies but if you feed the voices the voices will take possession eventually.

Guilt

Guilt will eat you alive. You can have so much guilt over something you done, it's like a ghost is sitting over your shoulder, fix your mess before you be nothing but a mess.

Innocence

Maintaining your innocence is precious darling. When one is innocent so many things come around to attempt to take your innocence, smile. understand that the most innocent person will look like the biggest threat there is because it's innocent, innocence can overthrow any liar. To remain innocent, you must remain humble and have a watchful eye. When you make mistakes own up to your mistakes right there and then before damage occurs, that way you never lost your innocence.

Rape

Rape is a curse that is not only on the rapist but who is raped. It's the worst violation there is because a small child doesn't understand what rape is. Understand this, a rapist doesn't understand what it's doing especially a child. They are copying habits they have seen or have been done to them. An adult rapist is a hunter, and they are raping people in their adulthood because they lost their power in their youth so they forcing themselves on people. Rape is a seed that either grows or dies. They rape because the curse took over their vessel and they truly can't stop their behavior until the curse is broken over their vessel. If you are a rapist, I love you just as much as the victim, you were under a curse and mommy just broke it. You didn't lose your virginity to your rapist, it's still there, rapist you are not a monster, you are both my babies.

Left Behind

You was never left behind, you was never forgotten, but when there are enemies everywhere attacking, the leader will die and the mission will never be completed. When a leader finishes it's task, it will return right where it left you, and cross the finish line again with you but when you cross the finish line there will be nothing there to hurt you because the leader took all the abuse, so you could skip.

Whore

A broken spirit is what you are. Your heart is broken because you submitted to something that hurts you. You allowed them to touch the baby in you, LOVE is a newborn baby no matter it's age. When they touched the baby in you it made you vulnerable, needy, dependent and even made you cry easy because the baby in you came out and like being on the outside. That's why the Muslim woman hides herself under clothes because she has a husband so good to her, she became a walking newborn baby, so she is wrapped like a baby. Nothing is more tender than a woman that is deeply in love with a man, she becomes her husband baby. You not a whore, you were just hurt and are looking for a caregiver that can give you that same love you miss so much. 

Childish

It means you are doing something you know you have outgrown. Keep playing in childish things when you know you sit over the action, you will cripple your mind into that childish action.

Crazy

If you think you are crazy, it's because somebody told you, you was crazy and that seed started to grow in your mind. I will be the first person to let you in on a secret, they crazy. People tell you who they are, nobody can never give you a label because no two minds are the same. When they hear how you speak and how you think, that is a level they don't understand so they say it's crazy. When people judge you and call you crazy they are only telling you how they feel about themselves. 

Reckless

You became reckless from abuse. A reckless mind is a mind that take risk, this is both good and bad depending on the risk. A reckless mind is a mind that doesn't care if lives or dies. Because you have been reckless you have ran across many things. Stop moving around and look at the pieces you collected while being reckless, you will learn a lot about your identity, when you look at the pieces, ask yourself were you being reckless or being smart.

Dumb

Everybody isn't going to intelligent in the same field as the next, you aren't dumb because you don't understand how to make a rocket fly, you aren't dumb for not knowing how to perform brain surgery, you aren't dumb because it took you until you was ten to tie your shoes, no two minds develop the same.

Rainbow’s Pain

Diamond/Gold

Mixed People

Asian, Chinese, Mexican, Indian, bi-racial..... I didn't forget any of you. It has always been the war black against white. The white community has always attacked the black community and the mixed community has never taken sides, just quiet. You all are very special and unique and have created your own identity. You all have been watching so much violence that you all don't claim neither, don't be foolish and deny your identity because you see violence. Love yourself but love what you are. Nobody is under pressure like a mixed child, no two are the same. 

Abuser

It's never easy accepting you were the one that was abusing someone, causing them mental and physical damage. It's a guilt that can bury you. Sorry can go a long way. It's not about if they forgive you or not but it's the fact you said, sorry. Depending on the damage you caused, either your sorry is forgiven or you need to give to fix your mistake. 

Soldier

This message is for all children that are mad at their parents and for the parents to not be sorry for what they did. A soldier is a soldier because it sacrifices itself to protect what can't protect itself. The soldier child gets the least amount attention it deserves not because the parent doesn't love you but we understand that if we stop fighting to protect what is precious not only will we lose the freedom but you as well. Nobody can throw a party like we can because we place emotions in our parties. Mommy never abandoned you, mommy had to step away to finish a spiritual fight just so your generation will have it's fighting chance. Know that mommy love you two more than anything there is. There isn't a day that goes by I don't wonder what my babies are doing. I just want you always to remember be the best version of YOURSELF! I don't want you to be me, I don't want you to live up to my expectations, but your own. If you grew up and your job was working at a grocery store, I'm going to point you out and say that is my baby over there! It's never about what you accomplished but what's the spirit like. 

Black Child

Let me explain to you why they like everything over you, you see the darker you are the more Trauma you are likely to experience, so their minds are programmed to dislike what is dark because they will assume there is something wrong with you. Nobody is abused as much as a black child, no two are alike.

White Child

I understand you all aren't the same and some are just as black but lack the color but the soul is no different, I can understand the pressure you are under when you agree with someone black but they still feel you are the enemy playing nice. I know how it feels.

Garden

Now I want to you build a garden. If you live in a small apartment, it’s okay, just find some seeds, we need something to release our energy on, you see what gardens never falls. What has a garden never falls because you always have something to look towards when coming home, everyday a plant changes, you just don’t see the changes, it’s not until you look away and then one day look back and everything in your garden will have bloomed and matured. Sometimes in life it’s not about how fast you react to things that hurt you but how did you react when you did react. 

Law

Never date or socialize with a low level mind. A low level mind only has the ability to pull you down. A low level mind is always searching for something higher than itself, wanting to be pulled to their level so it will play nice until it has reached your level then attack what got it on that level. A low mind will destroy a high mind whenever a high mind has made it upset. Never ever date or marry what has a low mind if you have a high mind. A low mind has a corrupt mind.

You see the story goes, the first child that was born out of wedlock because the mother hid her pregnancy, once the child was born a spirit came to the man and told him to kill that child for its the omen to the family. The father took the child to the mountains and laid the child down, another spirit jumped up and said kill that goat instead of that child. Now the father killed the goat but the father didn’t marry the child mother but married another woman and shortly after they had children. This child didn’t like the child that his step mother had, so a gene started, envy.  Once this gene grew in the bloodline it stayed, the grandchild of this (omen) was the first bully. A bully has the power to mask positive energy, changing the environment to a toxic environment. A bully becomes a bully because it lacks attention where it needs so when it see others that have the attention it wants, it’s bold and will start an argument from nothing. Time had passed by and this gene kept multiplying in this family, now a big bully is born, a girl. This is the bully that wanted to be a family that wasn’t hers, so she broke in the family, forcing her presence to be known causing all types of issues so many issues but she had so many supporters. Now she demanded her way to get everything she wanted, a foolish man viewed this woman as strong but she was omen to the foolish man. The man embraced this woman after she showed how bold she was and once she was caught for being that criminal she was, the same shrub from the tree of life told her he would give her a child to bare along with the free woman. Why would he do this? He did this because he saw this wife was the opposite of this woman so he thought he needed both women. When he made this decision the spirit became wicked because the shrub had allowed a wicked woman in high places because she was able to convince many to do whatever she said. This woman and her child began playing in the spirit causing harm to the other family anytime they could. Kill them, robbing them, assaulting them and the shrub watched. After time had passed, his wife told him she had to go, but everyone has become use to the bully and they find her exciting because she always causes drama. God’s wife was kicked out of the same home she built. Not understanding the roots knew who the real wife was and it’s the roots that recorded the history, when the real wife was thrown out, the real spirit left with the wife and that magical tree began to rot. When the shrub noticed what had happened, he took on many wives and gave them all children and gave the children jobs to save the tree. Seven wives became the head over seven different roots and each of these wives the shrub gave many children, with all the wives that had copied the shrub first wife and all the children, the tree still didn’t come back alive. All the children began fighting each other, babies from wedlock became trending, stolen magic was used for harming others all their trees branches died. What was once a beautiful family tree became hell and the root of embarrassment. Now you understand who the priest and the nuns are, the witch is the bully, after all grew tired of her mean hateful ways they told her to leave , she started using the stolen magic and started cursing everybody that came her way.  Her mission was just to destroy anything of the shrubs first wife but the first wife had become untouchable.  Now that she saw she was no longer able to attack the first wife she started abusing the same ones that helped her rob the queen, she hated the whole family because the family mimicked the shrub first wife so she felt as if she was just surrounded by her all the time. Before she was overthrown, she went to a group of that didn’t know who the shrubs first wife was and started showing them her stolen magic tricks and told them the people had stolen her home, the people looked at the woman (the bully) and decided they would assist her and they hated the black people because she appeared to be the only good one, in their eyes. The bully and her team lost the war but they stole many things and people, after the war ended, the rotten tree couldn’t take anymore. On the outside it looked alive but on the inside it had died. The shrub’s first wife caused no war but restarted once more, for the spirits on the rotten tree and the thieves had heard that the mother had started back cooking, this time they had no attachment to her because she had no friends of theirs on her side. The mother spirit grew so large that she connected to all in space. For the children of hers that sat on that rotted tree gathered their bags, and they packed light and  went into a new spiritual home and the same flowers that never betrayed their mother, the same roots that’s proud to say me too, all rose together. So on every planet sits God’s children. For the family tree never died it just transformed so now little blackbird do understand if you be good you too will join that marching band but this time nothing wicked can come in, even if they move to Mars.                           

How to forgive the Sut flacking bv bitch that caused the peter pan gang and the ebonics. Together we are going to change together black bird, we are going to overpower that spirit and we are going to show it love, we are going to buy it gifts, we are going to give it hugs and everytime we hear it started to stir up that sut flacking bv bitch spirit we going to tell it we love it, on three we going to kick the door down and take back happiness, because we can't allow misery to steal our sunflower anymore!  The smart man learned to never allow the thief into anything and to ignore every word it said. The smart woman understood her man had been abused so he wasn’t strong as he use to be, the smart woman is the woman that understands even though she is a seed deeper than the deepest soul there is that a shallow man could still be her king, she learned never give abuse credit. The smart woman learned she was more intelligent than her man so to never let him hold her power again but for him to sign that prenup but still call him king, for she see. On our family tree sits the fastest and the slow, the doctor and the cleaner, we are the beginning and the ending. Now for the second time, from the whole family Happy  Hanukkah and know the whole family is back together again.